All Alone and Shriveling Up

I bet I put that referral link on 150 different places and i cant get a referral to save the day. i get marketing is not easy, but surely im not doing it so horribly wrong. For 3 months almost ive been putting my newbie lessons all over the imternet and cant get a single sale. so i join places like this, thinking it is going to actually do any good. when it costs more money to accomplish anything. but even when i pay for traffic i still get zilch as far as signups go. so ive spent way too much money and i have my own website and all i really want to do is quit and try to get my money back.... 

then i get another emall  informing me that some person in this website is intrested, BUT of course i cant see who they are to get the links to them 

Ive joined sfi which i stilll dont understand the clicks, but its something i can see increase. 

i can not seem to get any real guidance, i cant fid the right path that will lead me to where i want to be. I feel like im grasping at whatever i can grab and hope that itll pay off, when i know deep down that its all a scam practically and i have to figure it out all on my own. 

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The People i bought this from misled me. they alleged that a person could market this product on sites like jvzoo and clickbank, but in reality unless i can get their little payment buttons onto the page i am unable to promote it there. I even bought the affiliate having package and cannot advertize on the 2 sites where i was led to believe was avaliable. 

i doubt this is a proper business announcement and i bet 2 people wont even see it. thats jjust my luck with marketing. i feel like i have wasted all this money on products i cannot even promote normally. 

this was not written to attract anyones sympathy. it should be painfully apparent im in over ny head and should be put out of my misery.  I get more spam email than not and at this point i can hardly tell the real from fake. 

if you actually see this let  know somehow. im jen@jenniferbuford.com